When I was growing up my life was all about changes. Changing locations, changing schools,and changing friends. Nothing ever stayed the same for long. That was my life and I never knew any different. That was until I got a taste of the other side. Not changing.
Of course, I didn't get to know how that felt until I was an adult but it felt great. I liked the stability. I liked having the comfort of knowing that this is the way it was day in and day out. I guess that might seem boring but when you grew up the way I did it was more a blessing than anything.
Now, I might could say I have a wee problem with ANY change at all. Cutting my hair off? So scary! Buying a new car? Worry, anxiety, eek! Changing jobs or even my schedule at my job? Don't even go there! I mean anything and my brain goes into stress mode over change!
Why is that? Change can be a wonderful thing. I just need to learn to let go and embrace it like I did when I was just a child.
Oh, to be a child again.